"Reconnoitering (Ambrogio Raffele)" by John Singer Sargent |
'Dear Sir, It is an honour that I fully appreciate and am deeply grateful for having been thought entitled to. I should be pleased to accept if I had the least right to hope that a miracle would happen in my favour. The miracle of overcoming something like panic when asked to speak has never happened to me yet, and the spectacle of panic instead of a speech is the entertainment I have afforded and long wince resolved not to afford again. The annals of the society would have a disaster to chronicle that I feel bound to spare them by declining an honour that would entail the saddest consequences...'
This nervousness in public did not hinder him from doing public work. It did, however, prevent him, on the resignation of Sir Edward Poynter in December, 1918, from accepting the Presidency of the Royal Academy. When pressed very hard he said to his friend Sir Arthur Cope: 'I would do anything for the Royal Academy but that, and if you press me any more, I shall flee the country.' Sir Arthur adds: 'There is no doubt that if he had allowed his name to stand he would have been elected, not only without dissent, but with acclamation.'"
To be continued
(Excerpts from "John Sargent" by Evan Charteris.)
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